Am I sane?
Define sanity.. and tell me what is it..what is a normal behaviour according to you?Are we not insane in some way or the other? Dont all of us fluctuate into extremes of tempers someday or the other?
Insanity, or madness, is a semi-permanent, severe mental disorder typically stemming from a form of mental illness. And then what is moral insanity...having wierdest of thougths? affections, habits , hysteria...or is it passion? Passion about anything. For a toddler insanity might be his tryst to climb up the stairs, stand straight , the persistent fight to get his building blocks straight. For an older generation it might be just an effort to eat food right with false teeth. Passion gives positive vibes , but what about insanity?
Are emotions driving us or is it viceversa? And when this happens it becomes hysteria. A temporary phenomena , like a bubble it vanishes...melting like ice. But the thought to ponder over is why? Why do we panic? Its the primal urge to run and hide in face of disaster, disaster of any kinds emotional , mental, physical. Its the sudden fear in me, in you which dominates and replace the rationale that we possess, blocking our pursuit to think. Its a complex combination of anxiety,apprehension ,worry. Its the obsession , complusion to get things alright. Intrusive and repetitive which often thought over seems senseless.
Tryst with ourselves to make thing better. We've not learnt to confront our fears and hence we are anxious. The keyword here is 'Escape' , escape from whatever and be maladaptive to situations. Panic takes our way and sympathy leads us to the end..yes a happy end eventually.
But what if we confront them right then and there? Will we be still hysterical?
Justified, something incorrect and abnormal makes you anxious but I am anxious when i am happy, which means i've been made to learn that nothing which is normal is correct. Am i contradicting ? There should be a sense of depravity always to make me believe its for real.
I am confused but I am hysterical I my own way too...:-)
Insanity, or madness, is a semi-permanent, severe mental disorder typically stemming from a form of mental illness. And then what is moral insanity...having wierdest of thougths? affections, habits , hysteria...or is it passion? Passion about anything. For a toddler insanity might be his tryst to climb up the stairs, stand straight , the persistent fight to get his building blocks straight. For an older generation it might be just an effort to eat food right with false teeth. Passion gives positive vibes , but what about insanity?
Are emotions driving us or is it viceversa? And when this happens it becomes hysteria. A temporary phenomena , like a bubble it vanishes...melting like ice. But the thought to ponder over is why? Why do we panic? Its the primal urge to run and hide in face of disaster, disaster of any kinds emotional , mental, physical. Its the sudden fear in me, in you which dominates and replace the rationale that we possess, blocking our pursuit to think. Its a complex combination of anxiety,apprehension ,worry. Its the obsession , complusion to get things alright. Intrusive and repetitive which often thought over seems senseless.
Tryst with ourselves to make thing better. We've not learnt to confront our fears and hence we are anxious. The keyword here is 'Escape' , escape from whatever and be maladaptive to situations. Panic takes our way and sympathy leads us to the end..yes a happy end eventually.
But what if we confront them right then and there? Will we be still hysterical?
Justified, something incorrect and abnormal makes you anxious but I am anxious when i am happy, which means i've been made to learn that nothing which is normal is correct. Am i contradicting ? There should be a sense of depravity always to make me believe its for real.
I am confused but I am hysterical I my own way too...:-)
posted by camouflaged9 at 4:22 AM
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